Tuesday, March 31, 2009
♥ Bloody Blacky
Wow...
I finally found what makes me stress a lot since last 3 months.
It was her.
She is the culprit who make me ill.
Scold because of small matter.
Make me feel uptight.
Feeling not comfortable working in such situation.
Scold me even its not disturbed her and non of her business?
Walao...
Even you are up ahead me but I still have feelings.
Small matter you bring up like big matter.
WTF~
I'm trying to do my best.
Trying to do things confidentally.
You make me lost my confidence.
Yea...
You say its for me to learn.
Hell yes..I'm learning but stressing out because of you.
Since last 3 months then I only started to have chronic abdominal pain.
Why is it before that I don't have this illness?
Its because of YOU~!!!
YMF!!! B*tch~
I've never happy working in that way.
JiinJiin
I finally found what makes me stress a lot since last 3 months.
It was her.
She is the culprit who make me ill.
Scold because of small matter.
Make me feel uptight.
Feeling not comfortable working in such situation.
Scold me even its not disturbed her and non of her business?
Walao...
Even you are up ahead me but I still have feelings.
Small matter you bring up like big matter.
WTF~
I'm trying to do my best.
Trying to do things confidentally.
You make me lost my confidence.
Yea...
You say its for me to learn.
Hell yes..I'm learning but stressing out because of you.
Since last 3 months then I only started to have chronic abdominal pain.
Why is it before that I don't have this illness?
Its because of YOU~!!!
YMF!!! B*tch~
I've never happy working in that way.
JiinJiin
5:30 PM
Monday, March 30, 2009
♥ Bothersome
Going to hospital for scanning today.
Didn't really sleep well last night.
Sigh...
I feel bothered..
You said that I think too much..
But its really bother me a lot.
I just don't like it.
It makes me feel like.....you are something.
Something to be done mentally not physically.
I've told you before that I don't want you to do so.
And you actually promised me.
Now after a while, you did it back again with your collections.
I was like 'zzz'...
Ok...You will say I'm thinking too much..
But its just for me to express out if not I'm going to berserk.
I want you to know.
Know my feelings.
I know you have your own feelings too.
You have things that you wanted to do.
I'm too bad..
Too bad...
Arghhh...
However, I do feel happy sometimes when you are acting cute, innocent and stuffs.
Its so sweet of you sometimes.....
I love you and yes I care.
JiinJiin
Didn't really sleep well last night.
Sigh...
I feel bothered..
You said that I think too much..
But its really bother me a lot.
I just don't like it.
It makes me feel like.....you are something.
Something to be done mentally not physically.
I've told you before that I don't want you to do so.
And you actually promised me.
Now after a while, you did it back again with your collections.
I was like 'zzz'...
Ok...You will say I'm thinking too much..
But its just for me to express out if not I'm going to berserk.
I want you to know.
Know my feelings.
I know you have your own feelings too.
You have things that you wanted to do.
I'm too bad..
Too bad...
Arghhh...
However, I do feel happy sometimes when you are acting cute, innocent and stuffs.
Its so sweet of you sometimes.....
I love you and yes I care.
JiinJiin
12:25 PM
Friday, March 27, 2009
♥ Human-face Fish??
I've found something creepy but special.
I was searching for Artistic Bread pictures and found something like this
"The 'humanoid' carp are attracting attention in the town of Chongju in the center of the country where they live in a small pond.
I was searching for Artistic Bread pictures and found something like this
"The 'humanoid' carp are attracting attention in the town of Chongju in the center of the country where they live in a small pond.
They are believed to be hybrid descendants of two carp species – the carp and the leather carp, also known as a tangerine fish.
Both fish are females and more than three feet long. They appear to have distinctive human noses, eyes and lips.
The fish live in a pond behind the home of a 64-year old South Korean man and have been there since 1986 although their looks are only just starting to attract attention.
"My fish have been getting more and more human for the past couple of years," the owner said.
He added that he knows of other fish with similar features, and as they are both females it will be impossible for them to breed and have fish-faced offspring."
Kinda weird huh? Found something like this.
The world is unique yet mysterious.
We wouldn't know if the dinosaurs really exist before.
However, we live to know the unique of the world.
http://dsc.discovery.com/earth/slideshows/10-extinct-beasts/top-10-extinct-beasts.html
Try the above link for extinct animals in earlier age.
JiinJiin
3:56 PM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
♥ ☠Deadly Sick☠
I'm deadly sick right now.
Long time didn't update my bloggie.
Feel tired and lazy plus my sickness.
There's a lot of things happened recently.
I went back to KL, sick for almost 2 weeks?
Wasai...Till now different sickness occured my body.
Tired of sickening.
Now, I have blocked but running nose, sore and itchy throat and a heavy and spinning head.
So pity.
Last night can't even sleep well due to irriatated eye.
Feel like something inside and formed a thin layer of whitish.
Luckily, its ok now but still a bit swollen.
I wonder why my body so weak.
Always sick and feel tired.
Is it my immune system broke down?
This is something nice I would like to share.
Hope I get well soon.
JiinJiin
Long time didn't update my bloggie.
Feel tired and lazy plus my sickness.
There's a lot of things happened recently.
I went back to KL, sick for almost 2 weeks?
Wasai...Till now different sickness occured my body.
Tired of sickening.
Now, I have blocked but running nose, sore and itchy throat and a heavy and spinning head.
So pity.
Last night can't even sleep well due to irriatated eye.
Feel like something inside and formed a thin layer of whitish.
Luckily, its ok now but still a bit swollen.
I wonder why my body so weak.
Always sick and feel tired.
Is it my immune system broke down?
This is something nice I would like to share.
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Hope I get well soon.
JiinJiin
1:35 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
♥ Back to work..
Tuesday...
Back to work...
Yesterday on MC because of a chronic pain at the left side of my waist.
I went to see doctor at night and found out it was Irritable Bowel Sydrome.
Haiz...
Its uncurable...
I have made a research in the website and found out the cause and treatment.
This syndrome is mainly caused by stress, irregular meal and foods consuming.
The doctor said, it won't be cured but it will slowly get used to the situation and environment.
My sister now having alot of problem in her relationship and her studies.
Hope she can cope herself with her studies first then relationship.
I tried to help out but its depends..
And I don't want to be so ke po liao...
Sien..
Had a nightmare this morning..
Around 4:30 a.m.
End up sreaming and crying as I woke up.
A dream that I doesn't hope to had.
Waiting to play AxedMS...
Paypal really....Haiz..
I even go and apply for a debit card but still can't verify my account.
Sien lar..
JiinJiin
Back to work...
Yesterday on MC because of a chronic pain at the left side of my waist.
I went to see doctor at night and found out it was Irritable Bowel Sydrome.
Haiz...
Its uncurable...
I have made a research in the website and found out the cause and treatment.
This syndrome is mainly caused by stress, irregular meal and foods consuming.
The doctor said, it won't be cured but it will slowly get used to the situation and environment.
My sister now having alot of problem in her relationship and her studies.
Hope she can cope herself with her studies first then relationship.
I tried to help out but its depends..
And I don't want to be so ke po liao...
Sien..
Had a nightmare this morning..
Around 4:30 a.m.
End up sreaming and crying as I woke up.
A dream that I doesn't hope to had.
Waiting to play AxedMS...
Paypal really....Haiz..
I even go and apply for a debit card but still can't verify my account.
Sien lar..
JiinJiin
5:45 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
♥ Friday the 13th
This few days raining heavily.
Suits my feelings very well.
Questions to myself.
1. Am I deceiving myself?
2. How long can i bare and tolerate?
3. Do I think too much?
4. Is it worth?
5. Am I happy enough?
6. Am I really useless?
Answer to myself.
1. Maybe.
2. Not sure but trying my best.
3. Yes and I'm just worried.
4. Maybe. (I still can't see what's infront of me.)
5. Sometimes.
6. I don't think I'm useless. I just want to have someone that I can depends to.
Well... What am I doing now?
Writting blog, mapling in Axedms, working, eating, sleeping.
Someone said life's sucks.
Yea indeed.
However, I still see beautiful things and funny things around me.
Trying to be happy.
Friday the 13th again.
The second one in this year.
My first Friday the 13th is bad.
However, today it wouldn't be bad.
Because yesterday already fed for today and hopefully today will be better.
Stella show me a blog and there's a title "Rapist who rape a 4 mth old baby beheaded and castrated by local gangster"
Those pictures are really gross. But that guy deserved it!!!
JiinJiin
Suits my feelings very well.
Questions to myself.
1. Am I deceiving myself?
2. How long can i bare and tolerate?
3. Do I think too much?
4. Is it worth?
5. Am I happy enough?
6. Am I really useless?
Answer to myself.
1. Maybe.
2. Not sure but trying my best.
3. Yes and I'm just worried.
4. Maybe. (I still can't see what's infront of me.)
5. Sometimes.
6. I don't think I'm useless. I just want to have someone that I can depends to.
Well... What am I doing now?
Writting blog, mapling in Axedms, working, eating, sleeping.
Someone said life's sucks.
Yea indeed.
However, I still see beautiful things and funny things around me.
Trying to be happy.
Friday the 13th again.
The second one in this year.
My first Friday the 13th is bad.
However, today it wouldn't be bad.
Because yesterday already fed for today and hopefully today will be better.
Stella show me a blog and there's a title "Rapist who rape a 4 mth old baby beheaded and castrated by local gangster"
Those pictures are really gross. But that guy deserved it!!!
JiinJiin
3:58 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
♥ My Day
This few days so busy.
Busy and tired.
Getting so tired.
Working makes me feel like hell.
I hope in future I no need to work anymore..
Only do house chores and baby sitting.
LOL
Today is as busy as yesterday.
No time to slack..
As for yesterday, I saw a lesbian couple kissing and cuddling at the LRT platform like no one else in the world.
Feel kind of disgusting.
Both of them wearing school uniform (shirt and skirt).
One of them cut boys hair, very thin but dark skin.
The other one feel like a bit gigantic, shoulder length hair looks a bit man.
Weird to see...
And as for today, have to translate English/cantonese for clients.
The man is so stubborn. He couldn't understand words and live in his own opinion.
Today Dear Dear start working for the IT Fair and will be home late.
He said 9 p.m.
I forgotten to ask him why.
Sad. I miss him.
LOL
Hmm...
Sien, I don't know what to do anymore.
JiinJiin
Busy and tired.
Getting so tired.
Working makes me feel like hell.
I hope in future I no need to work anymore..
Only do house chores and baby sitting.
LOL
Today is as busy as yesterday.
No time to slack..
As for yesterday, I saw a lesbian couple kissing and cuddling at the LRT platform like no one else in the world.
Feel kind of disgusting.
Both of them wearing school uniform (shirt and skirt).
One of them cut boys hair, very thin but dark skin.
The other one feel like a bit gigantic, shoulder length hair looks a bit man.
Weird to see...
And as for today, have to translate English/cantonese for clients.
The man is so stubborn. He couldn't understand words and live in his own opinion.
Today Dear Dear start working for the IT Fair and will be home late.
He said 9 p.m.
I forgotten to ask him why.
Sad. I miss him.
LOL
Hmm...
Sien, I don't know what to do anymore.
JiinJiin
5:19 PM
Monday, March 9, 2009
♥ Nice Picture and My days
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Thats the picture I would like to share.
Other than that, my day is like getting worse.
Why?
I was like going to burst or something.
Maybe the passer-by was right.
But I still don't hope what he/she said was the right thing.
Arghhh...
I wanna have a good rest.
Wanna get a long sleep and don't wake up.
Perhaps, I'm just running away.
What should I do?
Trying so hard.
End up hurting myself?
In my age, I should bare it so that in future I gain what I want.
But if worst come to worst, its fate then.
*Sigh...
Life's precious things is love, time, and happiness.
Did I own them?
JiinJiin
12:40 PM
Friday, March 6, 2009
♥ Sad, annoyed, fustrated, angry, disappointed
This few days, I didn't blog much.
I feel so mixed up.
So many things happened.
Even cried for few times.
Get scolded for nothing.
Not being trusted by him.
I'm tired......
Really tired.
I wanted to have a good rest.
I wanted to have some peaceful days.
*Sigh
My dark circles so dark and made me look like a Panda.
My eyes swollen.
My face look pale.
I'm not feeling good.
As for AxedMS...
I'm still addicted.
I'm a GM right now and I've found that its not easy.
Because....
Too many people will bug you when you are a GM~
LOLS~~
But still AXEDMS ROCKS~~
JiinJiin
I feel so mixed up.
So many things happened.
Even cried for few times.
Get scolded for nothing.
Not being trusted by him.
I'm tired......
Really tired.
I wanted to have a good rest.
I wanted to have some peaceful days.
*Sigh
My dark circles so dark and made me look like a Panda.
My eyes swollen.
My face look pale.
I'm not feeling good.
As for AxedMS...
I'm still addicted.
I'm a GM right now and I've found that its not easy.
Because....
Too many people will bug you when you are a GM~
LOLS~~
But still AXEDMS ROCKS~~
JiinJiin
3:57 PM
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
♥ AxedMS~!!
Hehe...
Feel like been tricked..
AxedMS not given out.
Later when I reach home then can play ler..
Addicted To AxedMS
JiinJiin
Feel like been tricked..
AxedMS not given out.
Later when I reach home then can play ler..
Addicted To AxedMS
JiinJiin
5:13 PM
♥ Monday Blue and Tuesday Boredom
Yesterday, which is Monday and I hate Monday.
LOL... I feel like don't wanna go to work.
Feel too lazy to go to work.
But I end up going because I can't always MC.
The whole day, I was updating mydelf in AxedMS Forum.
Went to apply for GM but I failed.
But I had a nice try.
I wonder how does it feel like if I really become a GM in the server.
I think it would be really fun.
However, yesterday after movie *Kung Fu Chef*, Dear Dear and me reach home around 12 a.m.
I quickly had my bath and quickly I turned on his lappy to play Maple.
As when I'm in, I found that the server actually very quiet.
Then I log out and check at the forum.
But nothing stated there.
Then after Dear Dear finished his bathing, both of us play maple together.
Not long later, Jussi asked if anyone lagging.
After someone reply him no, he asked who want to take over the server.
I was like shocked abit and feel gloomy.
Dear Dear mega and asked why giving out but no answer from him.
I was thinking why too.
Dear Dear said he is only 16 year old and we can't expect too much from him.
Ok, fine. I was so moody and turned off the lappy.
Then we went to sleep.
Today, when I reach office and open MSN.
Jussi asked me to see the forum.
However, I can't connect to the forum and its says error.
I wonder what really happened...
AxedMS now was in the Top 100 (ranked in 78).
And he really going to give out the server to others?
*Sigh...
Hope to know the answer soon.
I'm going to die of boredom.
To be update later....
JiinJiin
LOL... I feel like don't wanna go to work.
Feel too lazy to go to work.
But I end up going because I can't always MC.
The whole day, I was updating mydelf in AxedMS Forum.
Went to apply for GM but I failed.
But I had a nice try.
I wonder how does it feel like if I really become a GM in the server.
I think it would be really fun.
However, yesterday after movie *Kung Fu Chef*, Dear Dear and me reach home around 12 a.m.
I quickly had my bath and quickly I turned on his lappy to play Maple.
As when I'm in, I found that the server actually very quiet.
Then I log out and check at the forum.
But nothing stated there.
Then after Dear Dear finished his bathing, both of us play maple together.
Not long later, Jussi asked if anyone lagging.
After someone reply him no, he asked who want to take over the server.
I was like shocked abit and feel gloomy.
Dear Dear mega and asked why giving out but no answer from him.
I was thinking why too.
Dear Dear said he is only 16 year old and we can't expect too much from him.
Ok, fine. I was so moody and turned off the lappy.
Then we went to sleep.
Today, when I reach office and open MSN.
Jussi asked me to see the forum.
However, I can't connect to the forum and its says error.
I wonder what really happened...
AxedMS now was in the Top 100 (ranked in 78).
And he really going to give out the server to others?
*Sigh...
Hope to know the answer soon.
I'm going to die of boredom.
To be update later....
JiinJiin
10:11 AM
