Sunday, August 23, 2009
♥ Pissed off~
Its been a month since my last post.
A lot of things happened that really pissed me off.
Really don't know what to do and how should I react.
My collegue is going to tender her resignation.
Left me alone facing that weird boss and that wicked OM.
Every weekdays look towards for weekends, but I'm not really enjoying this weekend.
I thought that eventhough my weekdays is a disasters, my weekend will be better and at least can make me feel relieved, relaxed and happy.
Today is Sunday and I'm at home alone while he went out with his secondary so called Gathering wihtout any other people whgo not related.
At first, he told me that this today we will going to K Box and end up his so called good female friend sms him last minute and say that no other people except their class members.
I'm so pissed off.
I've planned which heels and clothings to wear and thought will meet his so called good female friend and thought she will be nice.
However, things went different.
From the feeling of happy and excited turn to disappointed.
Ever since my relationship with Dear Dear start, I don't feel good whenever his so called good female friend call her.
I've even told him last night.
I feel that its a lot more different than his another secondary female friend that he introduced last Saturday.
She is much more friendly.
I feel like wanted to burst out everything but it got stucked in my mind.
I'm going to be crazy soon.
Whenever I feel being dumped alone at home with no one concerning me where I'm actually at a place where I have less friends, I'm always wanted to cry. I know its just maybe for a day or at least few hours, but I still not feeling good about this.
I felt that I'm just a fool.
I feel tired.
Even the weather is playing a fool with me. Raining at the wrong time.
Anyone can really understand me?
A lot of things happened that really pissed me off.
Really don't know what to do and how should I react.
My collegue is going to tender her resignation.
Left me alone facing that weird boss and that wicked OM.
Every weekdays look towards for weekends, but I'm not really enjoying this weekend.
I thought that eventhough my weekdays is a disasters, my weekend will be better and at least can make me feel relieved, relaxed and happy.
Today is Sunday and I'm at home alone while he went out with his secondary so called Gathering wihtout any other people whgo not related.
At first, he told me that this today we will going to K Box and end up his so called good female friend sms him last minute and say that no other people except their class members.
I'm so pissed off.
I've planned which heels and clothings to wear and thought will meet his so called good female friend and thought she will be nice.
However, things went different.
From the feeling of happy and excited turn to disappointed.
Ever since my relationship with Dear Dear start, I don't feel good whenever his so called good female friend call her.
I've even told him last night.
I feel that its a lot more different than his another secondary female friend that he introduced last Saturday.
She is much more friendly.
I feel like wanted to burst out everything but it got stucked in my mind.
I'm going to be crazy soon.
Whenever I feel being dumped alone at home with no one concerning me where I'm actually at a place where I have less friends, I'm always wanted to cry. I know its just maybe for a day or at least few hours, but I still not feeling good about this.
I felt that I'm just a fool.
I feel tired.
Even the weather is playing a fool with me. Raining at the wrong time.
Anyone can really understand me?
5:37 PM
