Wednesday, December 31, 2008
♥ Lonely Heart of A Lonely New Year Eve
Today is New Year Eve...
A worldwide celebratious day for everyone no matter you are young, old, male, female and Homos.
Everyone will be celebrating New Year tonight but I might only stay at home alone, watch TV or online.
Dear Dear has a gathering with his friends tonight and will be back home late.
Or maybe not coming home? He said that before~
So then, my 1st New Year with him flew away~
Somehow, I feel like missing something precious to me~
My New Year memory with him~
Even though there are another New Year heading to us but its still far far away~
As time passed, we can't even look back and catch back what we have really missed.
Last night I was thinking.. How could it be?
How can we catch back what we missed?
No matter how, passed mean passed, decided means decided..
And I must understand that I can't bug him to accompany me since I'm staying over his place.
I should let him have his break outside with his friends.
I have put up a lot of hope towards the year of 2009.
Hope it may not disappoint me too much~
~JiinJiin~
A worldwide celebratious day for everyone no matter you are young, old, male, female and Homos.
Everyone will be celebrating New Year tonight but I might only stay at home alone, watch TV or online.
Dear Dear has a gathering with his friends tonight and will be back home late.
Or maybe not coming home? He said that before~
So then, my 1st New Year with him flew away~
Somehow, I feel like missing something precious to me~
My New Year memory with him~
Even though there are another New Year heading to us but its still far far away~
As time passed, we can't even look back and catch back what we have really missed.
Last night I was thinking.. How could it be?
How can we catch back what we missed?
No matter how, passed mean passed, decided means decided..
And I must understand that I can't bug him to accompany me since I'm staying over his place.
I should let him have his break outside with his friends.
I have put up a lot of hope towards the year of 2009.
Hope it may not disappoint me too much~
~JiinJiin~
8:54 AM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
♥ Things To Be Gained~!!
There are things that I really wanted to get for myself~!!!!
Because no one will get for me...
Hahax~
So I only will depend on myself to get it...
This is My ♥Lovely♥ Wish list~
♥Sony Ericsson W705i
*I was a bit SHOCKED when I saw the price quote as USD$798.88*
*But still, its a phone that I wanted.So I will save up my $$ to buy*
♥Sony Vaio CS/CR
*For Sony Vaio VGN CS16G cost S$1999*
*For Sony Vaio VGN CR353G cost S$1699*
*Quite Expensive but I think I'm able to get it only after 1 year*
Because no one will get for me...
Hahax~
So I only will depend on myself to get it...
This is My ♥Lovely♥ Wish list~
♥Sony Ericsson W705i
*I was a bit SHOCKED when I saw the price quote as USD$798.88*
*But still, its a phone that I wanted.So I will save up my $$ to buy*
♥Sony Vaio CS/CR
*For Sony Vaio VGN CS16G cost S$1999*
*For Sony Vaio VGN CR353G cost S$1699*
*Quite Expensive but I think I'm able to get it only after 1 year*
♥Clothes & Accessories
* As we all Know, Girls likes to be pretty!!*
♥New Hair Do
*This should be done before or during Chinese New Year*
♥Lovely Relationship
*Hmmm~For this I think its Lovely enough*
♥Anything that I like in 1st Sight
*Just can't think of what to get for this moment*
There should be more!!!
But I can't think of what is it~
JiinJiin
* As we all Know, Girls likes to be pretty!!*
♥New Hair Do
*This should be done before or during Chinese New Year*
♥Lovely Relationship
*Hmmm~For this I think its Lovely enough*
♥Anything that I like in 1st Sight
*Just can't think of what to get for this moment*
There should be more!!!
But I can't think of what is it~
JiinJiin
12:21 PM
Monday, December 29, 2008
♥ New Year Hope
Still got 2 more days to step in the year of moo
~*2009*~
I wonder how could it be?
I have already planned my financial but does it goes according what I have plan?
I really hope that in the brand New Year, something good will happens to me...
I hope in this brand new moo moo year, I could pass my day more happy compare to how is it now..
I'm still not very confident with it but I really hope that it will be fantastic...
New Year plan with New HOPES~
I've opened an account at Maybank@Singapore and make a decision to make a savings for my future partnered by Prudential.
Besides, I really miss KL a lot because all my family members and friends are there.
I'm so excited to be home during CNY.
But its only a short 1 week visit.
To Be Continue because have works to be done for this moment~
Cheers for the year of Moo~!!
~*2009*~
I wonder how could it be?
I have already planned my financial but does it goes according what I have plan?
I really hope that in the brand New Year, something good will happens to me...
I hope in this brand new moo moo year, I could pass my day more happy compare to how is it now..
I'm still not very confident with it but I really hope that it will be fantastic...
New Year plan with New HOPES~
I've opened an account at Maybank@Singapore and make a decision to make a savings for my future partnered by Prudential.
Besides, I really miss KL a lot because all my family members and friends are there.
I'm so excited to be home during CNY.
But its only a short 1 week visit.
To Be Continue because have works to be done for this moment~
Cheers for the year of Moo~!!
4:35 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
♥ My Dream Of My Future
Everyone has their own dream of future.
For a Girl, They wanted to live in their very special own way~
It would be rather normal or the most special one~
A housewife to be, a corporate woman, Or a Woman with both Powers and Family~
For me, Maybe I will choose to be a housewife,but of course if the world's financial is stabilize.
Without worrying not enough money to support homes and families.
In more specify, I would like to be my husband's personal secretary who manage his schedule, and a housewife of my family so that everyone are in pink of health...
But....I'm still not able to do that right now...
However, I will do my best to manage a good and happy environment for my family.
I wish to have a house with 2 floors, 3 bathrooms, 1 kitchen, 4 bedrooms, 1 study room and a Balcony for my Pet...
It should be quite difficult to achieve that at Singapore but it is possible in Malaysia...
The room of my Husband and me will have an attached bathroom with a bathtub.
That's something should have in my dream house. Hahax~
I wish that I could concentrate on maintaining the house while My beloved Husband have his career outside.
I would like to wash his clothes, wait him to be home and cook for him.
Its just like having fun in my dream without any worries...
To be Doted~❤
To be Loved~❤
To be Cherished~❤
Wish my Dream comes true~
JiinJiin ❤ XiaoKang
(✿◕‿◕) ❤ (◕‿◕｡)
For a Girl, They wanted to live in their very special own way~
It would be rather normal or the most special one~
A housewife to be, a corporate woman, Or a Woman with both Powers and Family~
For me, Maybe I will choose to be a housewife,but of course if the world's financial is stabilize.
Without worrying not enough money to support homes and families.
In more specify, I would like to be my husband's personal secretary who manage his schedule, and a housewife of my family so that everyone are in pink of health...
But....I'm still not able to do that right now...
However, I will do my best to manage a good and happy environment for my family.
I wish to have a house with 2 floors, 3 bathrooms, 1 kitchen, 4 bedrooms, 1 study room and a Balcony for my Pet...
It should be quite difficult to achieve that at Singapore but it is possible in Malaysia...
The room of my Husband and me will have an attached bathroom with a bathtub.
That's something should have in my dream house. Hahax~
I wish that I could concentrate on maintaining the house while My beloved Husband have his career outside.
I would like to wash his clothes, wait him to be home and cook for him.
Its just like having fun in my dream without any worries...
To be Doted~❤
To be Loved~❤
To be Cherished~❤
Wish my Dream comes true~
JiinJiin ❤ XiaoKang
(✿◕‿◕) ❤ (◕‿◕｡)
11:15 PM
Monday, December 22, 2008
♥ Everything is FINE?!!
I started to wonder what am I actually?
Trying very hard...to be tied hard...
It's kind of tired and it's actually too tight till like I'm not qualified to control my own things.
I really don't hope to have bad memories of this but it couldn't help at all.
I don't know who to talk to. Just can expressed it here.
I wanted cry but crying is not helping.
I'm just too stupid till I couldn't control my life.
I feel doomed...Being chained up...
I wonder what purpose I exist in this World...
Even if I'm not exist,the world continue spinning, lives goes on w/o me just fine...
Everything is fine..Absolutely fine w/o me..
No one will die w/o my exist.
Sun still shine,moon still rotating on it's orbit,birds still wakes early for early worm.
Boys still flirting with girls, Girls still dream in their fantasies...
What have I done wrong?
Am I just too unique? Or I'm not a Human so I couldn't get what I want?
Its already going to be year 2009. How can my life change in the new year?
Will I be the same? Or getting worst?
I've been really fucked up with my life.
What Did I Did Wrong?
Can anyone tell me the truth? I already doing my best for everyone and everything~
I wish to write happy moment in my life here but end up this way..
Its not my princess diary anymore... Its my Devil Diary I think...
I'm Not A Good Girl (T(00)T)
SAD
Trying very hard...to be tied hard...
It's kind of tired and it's actually too tight till like I'm not qualified to control my own things.
I really don't hope to have bad memories of this but it couldn't help at all.
I don't know who to talk to. Just can expressed it here.
I wanted cry but crying is not helping.
I'm just too stupid till I couldn't control my life.
I feel doomed...Being chained up...
I wonder what purpose I exist in this World...
Even if I'm not exist,the world continue spinning, lives goes on w/o me just fine...
Everything is fine..Absolutely fine w/o me..
No one will die w/o my exist.
Sun still shine,moon still rotating on it's orbit,birds still wakes early for early worm.
Boys still flirting with girls, Girls still dream in their fantasies...
What have I done wrong?
Am I just too unique? Or I'm not a Human so I couldn't get what I want?
Its already going to be year 2009. How can my life change in the new year?
Will I be the same? Or getting worst?
I've been really fucked up with my life.
What Did I Did Wrong?
Can anyone tell me the truth? I already doing my best for everyone and everything~
I wish to write happy moment in my life here but end up this way..
Its not my princess diary anymore... Its my Devil Diary I think...
I'm Not A Good Girl (T(00)T)
SAD
4:19 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
♥ Hypnotized Myself = Tiring Myself
I'm quite tired of working nowadays even its an easy job for me...
However..
There are problems occurred..
Maybe its just occurred to me, myself...
I'm too Sensitive of it...
I knew that would happen but I just pretend to be nothing.
All I had done to myself is tiring myself and make myself like a fool...
I really don't know what to do anymore...
I couldn't angry..but this makes me tired...
The more I ignore it myself, the more I feel bored and tired...
ARGGGH~!!!
Who knows what I want the MOST???
I wanted to escape from my hypnotized world!!!
I knew I could just do what I really don't wish to do or even don't wish that Happens.
But how I'm gonna live?
Stupid being fooling myself~
Tired being hypnotizing myself~
Sad being cheated~
However..
There are problems occurred..
Maybe its just occurred to me, myself...
I'm too Sensitive of it...
I knew that would happen but I just pretend to be nothing.
All I had done to myself is tiring myself and make myself like a fool...
I really don't know what to do anymore...
I couldn't angry..but this makes me tired...
The more I ignore it myself, the more I feel bored and tired...
ARGGGH~!!!
Who knows what I want the MOST???
I wanted to escape from my hypnotized world!!!
I knew I could just do what I really don't wish to do or even don't wish that Happens.
But how I'm gonna live?
Stupid being fooling myself~
Tired being hypnotizing myself~
Sad being cheated~
6:50 PM
Friday, December 12, 2008
♥ ~My Beloved Baby@Pitiful Baby~~
This is my Beloved Baby since 18November2008.
Its a crossbreed Dwarfs.
~Me and Dear Dear love it very much~
But,the thing is, we still don't know it's GENDER.
Its such a bad thing actually, for not knowing the GENDER of own Baby.
Baby was cute,playful,petite and quite healthy when it was bought on my BIRTHDAY.
But now its so pitiful that Baby got a sickness where a kind of parasite stays on its body and cause all of US(include Baby) itching everywhere!!!
We were worry about it and we brought it ti the Vet.
Its quite costly for a pet to see a Doc but we have no choice to bring Baby to the Vet so that it can recover from that "BAD" thing.
Curse the Parasite FOR SURE!!
Now,Baby is having a revolution on its body.
It really looks like a rat/monster bunny at this tough time for Baby.
I really hope that Baby will recover fast so that I can HUG it~!!!
Long time never HUG Baby already.
Lastly,
"BABY!!GET WELL SOON!!MUMMY AND DADDY LOVES U!!!"
~[JiinJiin]~
11:22 PM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
♥ Clumsy Baby~
Today, too many things to do in the office~
Change water~
Filing~
Data Entry~
Raise voucher~
File searching~
And many many many many more~
I'm so stupid as well......
Poor thing~
Went to the wrong LRT and turn a BIG round of Sengkang~
Coming home at last but wasted alot of precious time with my DearDear~
Miss Him sooo Much~
I felt that I'm super clumsy all the time...
Some how I more clumsy than a baby~
But I'm dear dear's clumsy baby~
Change water~
Filing~
Data Entry~
Raise voucher~
File searching~
And many many many many more~
I'm so stupid as well......
Poor thing~
Went to the wrong LRT and turn a BIG round of Sengkang~
Coming home at last but wasted alot of precious time with my DearDear~
Miss Him sooo Much~
I felt that I'm super clumsy all the time...
Some how I more clumsy than a baby~
But I'm dear dear's clumsy baby~
8:53 PM
Saturday, December 6, 2008
♥ ~Me is not Me~
~I'm just don't know who am I~
Its just because I have Multiple Character
LiJiin
10:29 PM
♥ Double "D"
Double "D" or D&D....
Hmm....
So that is how life to be calculated and most of the calculation calculated not as what you think.
Life is so miserable when its comes to counting which brings me Double "D" in my life.
Everything you do must have something you will lost and everyone lost something or many things in their life.
And this is the word, "No Outcome, No Income"
Everything should be Fair and Square~
How do we ever get rid of Double "D" in our life?
Somehow, I feel really ... ... tired of those words coming to us and that is how is it happens to be.
Somehow, I seems that we cant control too much things in our life.
Desperate and Disappoint~
Alot of people facing the same thing~
Hmm....
So that is how life to be calculated and most of the calculation calculated not as what you think.
Life is so miserable when its comes to counting which brings me Double "D" in my life.
Everything you do must have something you will lost and everyone lost something or many things in their life.
And this is the word, "No Outcome, No Income"
Everything should be Fair and Square~
How do we ever get rid of Double "D" in our life?
Somehow, I feel really ... ... tired of those words coming to us and that is how is it happens to be.
Somehow, I seems that we cant control too much things in our life.
Desperate and Disappoint~
Alot of people facing the same thing~
7:32 PM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
♥ My Job~
I'm actually hate to work but due to the world's financial, I still have to.
Is not that I found a rich man to marry so that there is no need for me to work so hard for ~MONEY~
Currently, I'm working in a Law Firm for only $1k...
Damn low salary...
Hmm... Hope my salary will increase after my probation period.
And others things to be mentioned, this is my another blog for my own.
Can say its just like a **Princess Diary**
Think that I should find some other days to beautify my blog, but I'm really sucks on it~
Thats All
LIJIIN
Is not that I found a rich man to marry so that there is no need for me to work so hard for ~MONEY~
Currently, I'm working in a Law Firm for only $1k...
Damn low salary...
Hmm... Hope my salary will increase after my probation period.
And others things to be mentioned, this is my another blog for my own.
Can say its just like a **Princess Diary**
Think that I should find some other days to beautify my blog, but I'm really sucks on it~
Thats All
LIJIIN
5:02 PM
