Monday, December 22, 2008
♥ Everything is FINE?!!
I started to wonder what am I actually?
Trying very hard...to be tied hard...
It's kind of tired and it's actually too tight till like I'm not qualified to control my own things.
I really don't hope to have bad memories of this but it couldn't help at all.
I don't know who to talk to. Just can expressed it here.
I wanted cry but crying is not helping.
I'm just too stupid till I couldn't control my life.
I feel doomed...Being chained up...
I wonder what purpose I exist in this World...
Even if I'm not exist,the world continue spinning, lives goes on w/o me just fine...
Everything is fine..Absolutely fine w/o me..
No one will die w/o my exist.
Sun still shine,moon still rotating on it's orbit,birds still wakes early for early worm.
Boys still flirting with girls, Girls still dream in their fantasies...
What have I done wrong?
Am I just too unique? Or I'm not a Human so I couldn't get what I want?
Its already going to be year 2009. How can my life change in the new year?
Will I be the same? Or getting worst?
I've been really fucked up with my life.
What Did I Did Wrong?
Can anyone tell me the truth? I already doing my best for everyone and everything~
I wish to write happy moment in my life here but end up this way..
Its not my princess diary anymore... Its my Devil Diary I think...
I'm Not A Good Girl (T(00)T)
SAD
Trying very hard...to be tied hard...
It's kind of tired and it's actually too tight till like I'm not qualified to control my own things.
I really don't hope to have bad memories of this but it couldn't help at all.
I don't know who to talk to. Just can expressed it here.
I wanted cry but crying is not helping.
I'm just too stupid till I couldn't control my life.
I feel doomed...Being chained up...
I wonder what purpose I exist in this World...
Even if I'm not exist,the world continue spinning, lives goes on w/o me just fine...
Everything is fine..Absolutely fine w/o me..
No one will die w/o my exist.
Sun still shine,moon still rotating on it's orbit,birds still wakes early for early worm.
Boys still flirting with girls, Girls still dream in their fantasies...
What have I done wrong?
Am I just too unique? Or I'm not a Human so I couldn't get what I want?
Its already going to be year 2009. How can my life change in the new year?
Will I be the same? Or getting worst?
I've been really fucked up with my life.
What Did I Did Wrong?
Can anyone tell me the truth? I already doing my best for everyone and everything~
I wish to write happy moment in my life here but end up this way..
Its not my princess diary anymore... Its my Devil Diary I think...
I'm Not A Good Girl (T(00)T)
SAD
4:19 PM
