Friday, January 16, 2009
♥ Yesterday's feelings
Today, I'm really moody.
I have no mood to do anything but I still have to go to work.
So then, I decided to write it here, my moody feelings.
I felt that I'm too jealous.
Maybe my character is like that since the day I start having relationship with guys.
Besides from that, another moody reason is jealousy to his friend.
She called him last night to search for consolation and he spoke to her dearly.
I don't like the way he spoke to a girl that way.
If people doesn't knew she was just a good friend of his, they might think that she's his girlfriend.
And that pissed me off.
I'm trying to ignore it while I was beside but I just can't because he is using my phone to call.
I'm too jealous until I wanted to know the entire conversation between them.
I know that for now, our relationship is stable but maybe just because my jealousy, it will occurred more conflict between us.
I wonder how am I gonna pass my day.
I don't know what to do with my feelings.
There's a lot of things that I wanna write out but end up don't know how to express it.
Even if I told him, he will just say that I'm thinking too much.
In fact, I'M THINKING THIS MUCH!!
Somehow I wonder why can he talk to his female friends so dearly but when my friend talk dearly to me he will pissed off.
I was wondering that does he understand my feelings trough this type of matter?
I feel tired, tired because bored, bored because I don't have the freedom to talk freely with my friends.
(Sigh) I feel bothered by my feelings. Trying hard to accept everything that happened.
Time passed and we HUMAN will get used to the WORLD.
JiinJiin
I have no mood to do anything but I still have to go to work.
So then, I decided to write it here, my moody feelings.
I felt that I'm too jealous.
Maybe my character is like that since the day I start having relationship with guys.
Besides from that, another moody reason is jealousy to his friend.
She called him last night to search for consolation and he spoke to her dearly.
I don't like the way he spoke to a girl that way.
If people doesn't knew she was just a good friend of his, they might think that she's his girlfriend.
And that pissed me off.
I'm trying to ignore it while I was beside but I just can't because he is using my phone to call.
I'm too jealous until I wanted to know the entire conversation between them.
I know that for now, our relationship is stable but maybe just because my jealousy, it will occurred more conflict between us.
I wonder how am I gonna pass my day.
I don't know what to do with my feelings.
There's a lot of things that I wanna write out but end up don't know how to express it.
Even if I told him, he will just say that I'm thinking too much.
In fact, I'M THINKING THIS MUCH!!
Somehow I wonder why can he talk to his female friends so dearly but when my friend talk dearly to me he will pissed off.
I was wondering that does he understand my feelings trough this type of matter?
I feel tired, tired because bored, bored because I don't have the freedom to talk freely with my friends.
(Sigh) I feel bothered by my feelings. Trying hard to accept everything that happened.
Time passed and we HUMAN will get used to the WORLD.
JiinJiin
10:38 AM
