Thursday, April 2, 2009
♥ Fustrated
Recently have not much appetite during the afternoon.
Yesterday dear dear came and fetch me back from work.
I release a bit earlier.
He was angry a bit because the reason of accompanying me home is a man was like always following me the way I went back home for at least 2 months plus but I end up release early and he have no chance to see who is that person who make me feel annoyed for seeing him everywhere when I'm on my way home.
*Sigh...
I was always said to be an idiot by dear dear.
Feel bad when he says so.
I was not really that idiot but in his presence I really look idiot.
We went to the pasar malam at Rivervale Plaza and we bought some food.
1. Takoyaki
2. Shark Fin Soup
3. BBQ Chicken Wing
4. Fried Chicken Drumstick
Yummy
Reach home then we eat and then clean Baby's cage.
I was so tired then.
At night time, I can't watch Blood+ because he want to play Dota.
I waited till fall asleep and end up sleeping.
After he finish Dota, he do something I don't like him to do.
Sigh....
He always sleep late recently. Normally at around 2 a.m.
He contacted his primary friends for outing and might fall on Sunday.
Sigh again...
One of my Sunday with him might fly away.
He chatted wit a lot of people recently.
I was a bit jealous.
And I'm really feel kind of lonely very often.
While working, I have to appear offline.
When I talk to him in msn during my working hour he never reply.
Busy gaming.
I felt that its somehow our routine getting boring because we have things that we wanted to do but not together.
I wanted to stay close to him.
Stick to him. However, I know its impossible to stick like that with him.
One day he will go for army and I will be sleeping alone for two years.
I really don't want to feel separated with him.
I feel like crying when blogging out all this inner voice.
Who could really understand?
Maybe someone who read my blog will think that I'm thinking too much or I'm not letting a man breathe in his own air.
Men needs freedoms and friends.
Women can give up anything just because loving a man.
Feeling dull...
Trying to get what I want.
Can't get what I want.
Not really what I want.
Then What I want??
JiinJiin
Yesterday dear dear came and fetch me back from work.
I release a bit earlier.
He was angry a bit because the reason of accompanying me home is a man was like always following me the way I went back home for at least 2 months plus but I end up release early and he have no chance to see who is that person who make me feel annoyed for seeing him everywhere when I'm on my way home.
*Sigh...
I was always said to be an idiot by dear dear.
Feel bad when he says so.
I was not really that idiot but in his presence I really look idiot.
We went to the pasar malam at Rivervale Plaza and we bought some food.
1. Takoyaki
2. Shark Fin Soup
3. BBQ Chicken Wing
4. Fried Chicken Drumstick
Yummy
Reach home then we eat and then clean Baby's cage.
I was so tired then.
At night time, I can't watch Blood+ because he want to play Dota.
I waited till fall asleep and end up sleeping.
After he finish Dota, he do something I don't like him to do.
Sigh....
He always sleep late recently. Normally at around 2 a.m.
He contacted his primary friends for outing and might fall on Sunday.
Sigh again...
One of my Sunday with him might fly away.
He chatted wit a lot of people recently.
I was a bit jealous.
And I'm really feel kind of lonely very often.
While working, I have to appear offline.
When I talk to him in msn during my working hour he never reply.
Busy gaming.
I felt that its somehow our routine getting boring because we have things that we wanted to do but not together.
I wanted to stay close to him.
Stick to him. However, I know its impossible to stick like that with him.
One day he will go for army and I will be sleeping alone for two years.
I really don't want to feel separated with him.
I feel like crying when blogging out all this inner voice.
Who could really understand?
Maybe someone who read my blog will think that I'm thinking too much or I'm not letting a man breathe in his own air.
Men needs freedoms and friends.
Women can give up anything just because loving a man.
Feeling dull...
Trying to get what I want.
Can't get what I want.
Not really what I want.
Then What I want??
JiinJiin
4:32 PM
