Thursday, May 28, 2009
♥ Nth to do~
It has been so long since the last time I update my blog.
Tomorrow is Stella last day.
Sigh*
Life really boring.
I only feel happy when I'm at home.
Staying at home watching drama or movie and so on.
Work is like hell of boredom.
I don't know what I can do.
These two days even play poker and I'm not supposed to play it during office hour.
However, its freaking bored.
AND MOST IMPORTANT THING IS IM SPEECHLESS~
JiinJiin
Tomorrow is Stella last day.
Sigh*
Life really boring.
I only feel happy when I'm at home.
Staying at home watching drama or movie and so on.
Work is like hell of boredom.
I don't know what I can do.
These two days even play poker and I'm not supposed to play it during office hour.
However, its freaking bored.
AND MOST IMPORTANT THING IS IM SPEECHLESS~
JiinJiin
5:01 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
♥ Monday and Tuesday
Yesterday, Monday.
Thought that it would be a bad day.
However, it ended up better than I thought.
There's a bad news as well.
Stella had resigned and her last day will be 9 of June 2009.
Too bad that I just get to know her and she's leaving.
Without her in the office, I think it would be a hard time.
Really don't know what to say.
There's really a lot of things happened.
Too many things till everyone stressed.
Less a person to teach me things.
More things for me to do soon.
Sigh**
Speechless...
Going back to KL for a wedding dinner and Gathering with those guys and girls.
Haha..
Don't know what will happen and does it go well.
Hopefully Peter go along.
He's like losing friends if he don't get to see those guys.
Nothing to say much~
Buzzing off..
Jiin Jiin
Thought that it would be a bad day.
However, it ended up better than I thought.
There's a bad news as well.
Stella had resigned and her last day will be 9 of June 2009.
Too bad that I just get to know her and she's leaving.
Without her in the office, I think it would be a hard time.
Really don't know what to say.
There's really a lot of things happened.
Too many things till everyone stressed.
Less a person to teach me things.
More things for me to do soon.
Sigh**
Speechless...
Going back to KL for a wedding dinner and Gathering with those guys and girls.
Haha..
Don't know what will happen and does it go well.
Hopefully Peter go along.
He's like losing friends if he don't get to see those guys.
Nothing to say much~
Buzzing off..
Jiin Jiin
5:33 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
♥ Damn Thing~
10.35a.m.
This few days, a lot of things happened.
Keep on get scolded... Complain from clients and etc...
Feel bored about working and just hate it as much as I hate that bastard.
However, I already don't remember how does that bastard look like.
I wanna rest for longer. Wanna have a long holiday.
My superior, she's on MC for about 3 weeks.
Good for her to rest after her surgery(not really resting cause we still disturbing her).
Next Monday confirm will get scolded by boss or her.
Sigh**
My working life so miserable now.
Worst than every job I worked before with less fun more stress.
However, I learnt more than any other job.
The other bad thing is, I feel like I'm like a robot or puppet and boss/superior is the person who operate a robot or a puppeteer.
Feel really really bad.
Working is not just for living and learning, but for everything.
Why people hate their jobs?
Why people hate weekdays?
Its just because of boss not good? Working environment bad?
Or simply because of misunderstood between colluegues?
I don't really hate my job but just simply dislike my job.
I just hate working and I would like to be a housewife in the future.
People might think that what's so good being a housewife?
Housewife have to do chores at home, cook, take care of child, do shopping for home, take care of husband's need and some even have to please parents-in-law.
The only thing that a housewife benefits is free from office politic wars.
Less stress compare to multi-task household stuffs and at least, a housewife don't have a deadline to get things done except she, herself set a timing for herself to get things done so that things won't crash together and make a fuss at home.
When am I going to free from working life? Most of my friends taught that it would be fast but I don't think so.
As so many things have to be done before a marriage, and due to the economy crisis.
Its not easy for one person to support the family.
So, I think my dream of being a housewife will be hard to achieve.
12.00 p.m.
I'm really tired of working here.
Ok... Everything is my fault..
I take it.. All of it..
I really don't hope to work in such sucks environment.
I've just started to get along well with Stella and I'm actually happy about it.
But now, there are still someone who pissed me off and I pissed her off.
Called me just to scold me. What I can do is just shut my mouth and listen.
I already learnt my mistake and I will make sure I won't do it AGAIN.
You taught I won't feel bad if I did anything wrong?
I do feel bad when things that bad happened.
I do feel bad if the person get scolded even not because of my fault.
I then knew that bad things will happen on coming Monday.
Boss will scold her and me and she will scold me.
If she really loose the job then what should I do?
What am I thinking that why office rules and style change is maybe because of me.
Stella said it was not like now previous year even when she started work here.
Afterall I really feel that I'm not supposed to be here.
I'm just an outsider in Singapore.
Except Dear dear's home, no other place makes me feel I'm part of here.
Part of here as a Work Permit holder.
2.00p.m.
Bad things always comes after my good things and even eat up my good things.
I just hate that.
IT MAKES ME SICK WHEN I'M DEPRESSED!!!
I will be always pain whenever I got stressed and depressed and whenever I feel nervous.
And all of these pain start at the time I started my job here at this bloody place.
I really wanted to work in a happier environment.
With at least colluegues treat me well.
Just like Siew Ping who listen to me always when I'm in 88db.com.
Just like Issa and others who help me with sales when I'm working as Panasonic Promoter at Bintang Maju, Plaza Low Yat.
Just like Jane and Kit Mun accompanying me while facing customers when I'm working in Erican Language Centre.
Just like my gor, Alan, Alice and Ah Seng accompany and guide me when I'm working in JT Sales and Services.
Just like Bob and Chee Teng accompany and teach me skills when I'm working in Kenny Roger Roasters.
I'm really happy since 15 years old when I firstly got my 1st job at Kenny Roger Roasters.
Till then, this is the worst.
Maybe because I already grow up and everything getting serious in life.
Now then I understand why people don't wish to grow up and stay as a child.
It is simply happy when you are a child and you get your head off from those fuck up adult life.
I really feel bad.
I really wanted to have a true friend at my current work place who can teach me and guide me.
I really trying my best.
Its just that people will do things wrongly without good guidance.
Its just like a new born baby who need guides to learn how to speak and walk.
Its just as simple as that but people will make it difficult.
Really fuck up with things happened and to be happening soon.
I really hope that I can go back to secondary school time when everyone having fun.
I really missed those days when I didn't feel fustrated like now.
I really need to shout and have a big cry.
I'm not as tough as my friend thought.
I'm weak. I'm just acting like I'm ok with everything but in fact I'm not always ok.
I'm really tired.
JiinJiin
This few days, a lot of things happened.
Keep on get scolded... Complain from clients and etc...
Feel bored about working and just hate it as much as I hate that bastard.
However, I already don't remember how does that bastard look like.
I wanna rest for longer. Wanna have a long holiday.
My superior, she's on MC for about 3 weeks.
Good for her to rest after her surgery(not really resting cause we still disturbing her).
Next Monday confirm will get scolded by boss or her.
Sigh**
My working life so miserable now.
Worst than every job I worked before with less fun more stress.
However, I learnt more than any other job.
The other bad thing is, I feel like I'm like a robot or puppet and boss/superior is the person who operate a robot or a puppeteer.
Feel really really bad.
Working is not just for living and learning, but for everything.
Why people hate their jobs?
Why people hate weekdays?
Its just because of boss not good? Working environment bad?
Or simply because of misunderstood between colluegues?
I don't really hate my job but just simply dislike my job.
I just hate working and I would like to be a housewife in the future.
People might think that what's so good being a housewife?
Housewife have to do chores at home, cook, take care of child, do shopping for home, take care of husband's need and some even have to please parents-in-law.
The only thing that a housewife benefits is free from office politic wars.
Less stress compare to multi-task household stuffs and at least, a housewife don't have a deadline to get things done except she, herself set a timing for herself to get things done so that things won't crash together and make a fuss at home.
When am I going to free from working life? Most of my friends taught that it would be fast but I don't think so.
As so many things have to be done before a marriage, and due to the economy crisis.
Its not easy for one person to support the family.
So, I think my dream of being a housewife will be hard to achieve.
12.00 p.m.
I'm really tired of working here.
Ok... Everything is my fault..
I take it.. All of it..
I really don't hope to work in such sucks environment.
I've just started to get along well with Stella and I'm actually happy about it.
But now, there are still someone who pissed me off and I pissed her off.
Called me just to scold me. What I can do is just shut my mouth and listen.
I already learnt my mistake and I will make sure I won't do it AGAIN.
You taught I won't feel bad if I did anything wrong?
I do feel bad when things that bad happened.
I do feel bad if the person get scolded even not because of my fault.
I then knew that bad things will happen on coming Monday.
Boss will scold her and me and she will scold me.
If she really loose the job then what should I do?
What am I thinking that why office rules and style change is maybe because of me.
Stella said it was not like now previous year even when she started work here.
Afterall I really feel that I'm not supposed to be here.
I'm just an outsider in Singapore.
Except Dear dear's home, no other place makes me feel I'm part of here.
Part of here as a Work Permit holder.
2.00p.m.
Bad things always comes after my good things and even eat up my good things.
I just hate that.
IT MAKES ME SICK WHEN I'M DEPRESSED!!!
I will be always pain whenever I got stressed and depressed and whenever I feel nervous.
And all of these pain start at the time I started my job here at this bloody place.
I really wanted to work in a happier environment.
With at least colluegues treat me well.
Just like Siew Ping who listen to me always when I'm in 88db.com.
Just like Issa and others who help me with sales when I'm working as Panasonic Promoter at Bintang Maju, Plaza Low Yat.
Just like Jane and Kit Mun accompanying me while facing customers when I'm working in Erican Language Centre.
Just like my gor, Alan, Alice and Ah Seng accompany and guide me when I'm working in JT Sales and Services.
Just like Bob and Chee Teng accompany and teach me skills when I'm working in Kenny Roger Roasters.
I'm really happy since 15 years old when I firstly got my 1st job at Kenny Roger Roasters.
Till then, this is the worst.
Maybe because I already grow up and everything getting serious in life.
Now then I understand why people don't wish to grow up and stay as a child.
It is simply happy when you are a child and you get your head off from those fuck up adult life.
I really feel bad.
I really wanted to have a true friend at my current work place who can teach me and guide me.
I really trying my best.
Its just that people will do things wrongly without good guidance.
Its just like a new born baby who need guides to learn how to speak and walk.
Its just as simple as that but people will make it difficult.
Really fuck up with things happened and to be happening soon.
I really hope that I can go back to secondary school time when everyone having fun.
I really missed those days when I didn't feel fustrated like now.
I really need to shout and have a big cry.
I'm not as tough as my friend thought.
I'm weak. I'm just acting like I'm ok with everything but in fact I'm not always ok.
I'm really tired.
JiinJiin
3:50 PM
Friday, May 8, 2009
♥ Boredom=No life
Boredom...
Recently really bored..
In Office...=.=
With immediate effect, we are not allowed to SURF THE INTERNET and MSN..
What the Fudge~
In a small office like this...
OMG~
Its like a lot of things happened to Boss.
Boss is just like don't know how, and then simply scold people, catch people's small mistakes and stuffs.
This whole week, Stella is the most pity one.
Followed by office manager.
I was so shocked when Stella told me things that boss say.
I can't imagine a big lawyer will say such words.
Stella told me what happened last time when boss told everyone in a party that my office manager is his "watch dog".
I really can't imagine what he said.
Stella told me at that time, everyone in the office was stunned by what he said.
It was like so... Rude..
Try to imagine, how should a lawyer behave?
They will have to take care of their reputation and not to do shame things in front of the crowd.
However, our boss is different.
He don't care what people feel when he say those rude words.
Its rude enough to make people feel bad.
Its too much for a ladies to accept that.
I wonder how my office manager can carry on her job with such boss.
Furthermore for so many years.
Stella told me that she's already at her limit.
I'm wondering, how long do I stay here?
2 years? Or more?
Now all seniors went home.
I'm at last free....
JiinJiin
Recently really bored..
In Office...=.=
With immediate effect, we are not allowed to SURF THE INTERNET and MSN..
What the Fudge~
In a small office like this...
OMG~
Its like a lot of things happened to Boss.
Boss is just like don't know how, and then simply scold people, catch people's small mistakes and stuffs.
This whole week, Stella is the most pity one.
Followed by office manager.
I was so shocked when Stella told me things that boss say.
I can't imagine a big lawyer will say such words.
Stella told me what happened last time when boss told everyone in a party that my office manager is his "watch dog".
I really can't imagine what he said.
Stella told me at that time, everyone in the office was stunned by what he said.
It was like so... Rude..
Try to imagine, how should a lawyer behave?
They will have to take care of their reputation and not to do shame things in front of the crowd.
However, our boss is different.
He don't care what people feel when he say those rude words.
Its rude enough to make people feel bad.
Its too much for a ladies to accept that.
I wonder how my office manager can carry on her job with such boss.
Furthermore for so many years.
Stella told me that she's already at her limit.
I'm wondering, how long do I stay here?
2 years? Or more?
Now all seniors went home.
I'm at last free....
JiinJiin
4:04 PM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
♥ Rainy and Cloudy Wednesday
Wednesday.
Feel like long time never update blog.
Feel really tired and can't get good sleep everytime.
Raining heavily during midnight and thunder make me awake from my sleep.
I feel very tired now.
Wanna have a nap or sleep.
If I'm rich and no need to work, I won't be so tired.
At least I can sleep whenever I want and when I feel tired.
Nothing much to do online recently.
Getting bored of my days.
However, something new at home.
A grey colour female Poodle.
Where she shit and peed on our bed yesterday.
Dear dear changed the bedsheet before I came home.
The Poodle is quite obedient but a bit too sticky.
However, I'm not the one she sticks to.
She sticks to Dear dear's mom.
But whenever Dear dear's mom not in, she will stick with me or Dear dear.
Yesterday when I reach home, she followed me wherever I went.
Even when I'm bathing, she just sit near the door and waited me to come out.
It's such a cute lil puppy.
Update picture when available~
My body feel stiff now.
Hands and fingers turned cold.Arms feel stiff and a bit pain.
Eye lid dropping every 10 to 30 second.
Eyesight also blurred.
Sigh*
I don't wanna work.
I wanna sleep now.
Really going to doze off.
Mrs. Ong on MC today.
Hopefully Boss don't come back so early.
Then I can slack a bit.
When he back already then have to stay focus.
If not when he catch then hell no... Bad Luck comes.
Just say not long ago then boss come back already.
Sigh*
So sleepy but have to stay awake.
Sad. Suffering nya~
JiinJiin
Feel like long time never update blog.
Feel really tired and can't get good sleep everytime.
Raining heavily during midnight and thunder make me awake from my sleep.
I feel very tired now.
Wanna have a nap or sleep.
If I'm rich and no need to work, I won't be so tired.
At least I can sleep whenever I want and when I feel tired.
Nothing much to do online recently.
Getting bored of my days.
However, something new at home.
A grey colour female Poodle.
Where she shit and peed on our bed yesterday.
Dear dear changed the bedsheet before I came home.
The Poodle is quite obedient but a bit too sticky.
However, I'm not the one she sticks to.
She sticks to Dear dear's mom.
But whenever Dear dear's mom not in, she will stick with me or Dear dear.
Yesterday when I reach home, she followed me wherever I went.
Even when I'm bathing, she just sit near the door and waited me to come out.
It's such a cute lil puppy.
Update picture when available~
My body feel stiff now.
Hands and fingers turned cold.Arms feel stiff and a bit pain.
Eye lid dropping every 10 to 30 second.
Eyesight also blurred.
Sigh*
I don't wanna work.
I wanna sleep now.
Really going to doze off.
Mrs. Ong on MC today.
Hopefully Boss don't come back so early.
Then I can slack a bit.
When he back already then have to stay focus.
If not when he catch then hell no... Bad Luck comes.
Just say not long ago then boss come back already.
Sigh*
So sleepy but have to stay awake.
Sad. Suffering nya~
JiinJiin
11:00 AM
