Thursday, July 30, 2009
♥ Life is just life
A lot of things happened recently and I have no time to blog it out.
Life is getting miserable as things getting complicated and nuisance.
I really feel fucked up when talk about work.
This place is turning into hell for me.
Even though I have a nice colleague since June 2009 but Pari left followed by Sandeep.
Boss and OM is getting creepy and fishy.
Really can’t imagine what will happen when the office only left us.
These 2 weeks is sick week.
Everyone is sick and things getting sickening.
I’m getting tired working here but I have no other choice.
Ministry of Manpower already rejected a lot of people from other country who are seeking jobs in Singapore.
This means, if I change my job and change my work permit, my work permit might get rejected.
I’m now stuck in between.
How nice if I have a lot of money and no need to work so hard then I can play hard as well.
But too bad that I’m not. I will have to work hard, save more money for further education and so on.
Really can’t spend the money as I like.
If I have the luck to hit Toto or 4D, I will buy a lot of stuff to make myself happy.
Things that every girls like.
Things that everyone desires.
Branded stuffs, jewelry, clothing, a lot of expensive junk food and others.
Everyone hope that they can hit Toto and 4D but I know that if the wealth is not belong to you then it won’t come to you. The more you want to hit the jackpot, the less chance you will get.
I heard this story from OM. She said that there is an old woman strike Toto in her late age.
She has been buying Toto for very long time but when she comes to her age, she can’t enjoy with the big amount of money. However, it benefits her children and grandchildren.
Anyway, Toto is just a luck game and we shouldn’t take it seriously.
Starting from this month, I have to use my money carefully.
Shouldn’t be using too much money if not mummy will kill me.
My BGR thingy consider stable now.
It’s just that sometimes got into small quarrel.
After a while everything will be fine and won’t take too long time to reconcile.
I really hope that he will really take my words in heart.
Sometimes found that he really ignored y words and just dump my words in the rubbish bin like a waste paper.
Really got angry with that but tried to talk nicely to him. Hopefully he takes it seriously.
OMG~
This is the busiest day of mine.
One man show doing everything in office.
OM go home earlier than every time.
She went off at 2 pm. Then I’m the one handling things in office.
Lucky Uncle Sam is still here.
Or else it will be worst.
Manage to do things in time. Thank God.
Tomorrow is another day to go for the week.
Hopefully everything is fine~
Li Jiin
Life is getting miserable as things getting complicated and nuisance.
I really feel fucked up when talk about work.
This place is turning into hell for me.
Even though I have a nice colleague since June 2009 but Pari left followed by Sandeep.
Boss and OM is getting creepy and fishy.
Really can’t imagine what will happen when the office only left us.
These 2 weeks is sick week.
Everyone is sick and things getting sickening.
I’m getting tired working here but I have no other choice.
Ministry of Manpower already rejected a lot of people from other country who are seeking jobs in Singapore.
This means, if I change my job and change my work permit, my work permit might get rejected.
I’m now stuck in between.
How nice if I have a lot of money and no need to work so hard then I can play hard as well.
But too bad that I’m not. I will have to work hard, save more money for further education and so on.
Really can’t spend the money as I like.
If I have the luck to hit Toto or 4D, I will buy a lot of stuff to make myself happy.
Things that every girls like.
Things that everyone desires.
Branded stuffs, jewelry, clothing, a lot of expensive junk food and others.
Everyone hope that they can hit Toto and 4D but I know that if the wealth is not belong to you then it won’t come to you. The more you want to hit the jackpot, the less chance you will get.
I heard this story from OM. She said that there is an old woman strike Toto in her late age.
She has been buying Toto for very long time but when she comes to her age, she can’t enjoy with the big amount of money. However, it benefits her children and grandchildren.
Anyway, Toto is just a luck game and we shouldn’t take it seriously.
Starting from this month, I have to use my money carefully.
Shouldn’t be using too much money if not mummy will kill me.
My BGR thingy consider stable now.
It’s just that sometimes got into small quarrel.
After a while everything will be fine and won’t take too long time to reconcile.
I really hope that he will really take my words in heart.
Sometimes found that he really ignored y words and just dump my words in the rubbish bin like a waste paper.
Really got angry with that but tried to talk nicely to him. Hopefully he takes it seriously.
OMG~
This is the busiest day of mine.
One man show doing everything in office.
OM go home earlier than every time.
She went off at 2 pm. Then I’m the one handling things in office.
Lucky Uncle Sam is still here.
Or else it will be worst.
Manage to do things in time. Thank God.
Tomorrow is another day to go for the week.
Hopefully everything is fine~
Li Jiin
5:25 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
♥ Life
Recently, things happened not as wished but the only thing that makes me happy was those little babies of my Baby.
I really don't know how to express my feelings anymore.
Its more like not being bothered much.
I'm really tired.
Tired of work and stuffs.
People say I'm selfish but how am I seems to be selfish?
Not to buy drinks or get things for you?
I don't know that I have to buy for you because you never ask me to buy for you.
I just asked what are you having so I can choose what I want.
Ok. I'm selfish.
I'm slow.
My brain can't process well, so I can't get the message you sent me via 'brain waves'.
Fine. I really getting bored with my life now.
I wonder what will happen in future when we can't predict any happenings to be happened.
You learn more than I do.
You gain more than I do.
Your networks are more than I do.
While I'm trying to learn more but I'm still not capable to do so, disappointment come one by one.
I want attention from everyone in my life.
I want them to know my existence.
My heart is crying silently while I have to stretch my skin to let people to see me smiling.
About 1 more year, Dear dear will be in the army.
Hopefully I can see him on the weekends and he will tell me his stories in army.
I really really will miss him damn lots.
JiinJiin
I really don't know how to express my feelings anymore.
Its more like not being bothered much.
I'm really tired.
Tired of work and stuffs.
People say I'm selfish but how am I seems to be selfish?
Not to buy drinks or get things for you?
I don't know that I have to buy for you because you never ask me to buy for you.
I just asked what are you having so I can choose what I want.
Ok. I'm selfish.
I'm slow.
My brain can't process well, so I can't get the message you sent me via 'brain waves'.
Fine. I really getting bored with my life now.
I wonder what will happen in future when we can't predict any happenings to be happened.
You learn more than I do.
You gain more than I do.
Your networks are more than I do.
While I'm trying to learn more but I'm still not capable to do so, disappointment come one by one.
I want attention from everyone in my life.
I want them to know my existence.
My heart is crying silently while I have to stretch my skin to let people to see me smiling.
About 1 more year, Dear dear will be in the army.
Hopefully I can see him on the weekends and he will tell me his stories in army.
I really really will miss him damn lots.
JiinJiin
5:24 PM
