Monday, July 13, 2009
♥ Life
Recently, things happened not as wished but the only thing that makes me happy was those little babies of my Baby.
I really don't know how to express my feelings anymore.
Its more like not being bothered much.
I'm really tired.
Tired of work and stuffs.
People say I'm selfish but how am I seems to be selfish?
Not to buy drinks or get things for you?
I don't know that I have to buy for you because you never ask me to buy for you.
I just asked what are you having so I can choose what I want.
Ok. I'm selfish.
I'm slow.
My brain can't process well, so I can't get the message you sent me via 'brain waves'.
Fine. I really getting bored with my life now.
I wonder what will happen in future when we can't predict any happenings to be happened.
You learn more than I do.
You gain more than I do.
Your networks are more than I do.
While I'm trying to learn more but I'm still not capable to do so, disappointment come one by one.
I want attention from everyone in my life.
I want them to know my existence.
My heart is crying silently while I have to stretch my skin to let people to see me smiling.
About 1 more year, Dear dear will be in the army.
Hopefully I can see him on the weekends and he will tell me his stories in army.
I really really will miss him damn lots.
JiinJiin
I really don't know how to express my feelings anymore.
Its more like not being bothered much.
I'm really tired.
Tired of work and stuffs.
People say I'm selfish but how am I seems to be selfish?
Not to buy drinks or get things for you?
I don't know that I have to buy for you because you never ask me to buy for you.
I just asked what are you having so I can choose what I want.
Ok. I'm selfish.
I'm slow.
My brain can't process well, so I can't get the message you sent me via 'brain waves'.
Fine. I really getting bored with my life now.
I wonder what will happen in future when we can't predict any happenings to be happened.
You learn more than I do.
You gain more than I do.
Your networks are more than I do.
While I'm trying to learn more but I'm still not capable to do so, disappointment come one by one.
I want attention from everyone in my life.
I want them to know my existence.
My heart is crying silently while I have to stretch my skin to let people to see me smiling.
About 1 more year, Dear dear will be in the army.
Hopefully I can see him on the weekends and he will tell me his stories in army.
I really really will miss him damn lots.
JiinJiin
5:24 PM
