Saturday, January 2, 2010
♥ 2010. A brand New Year
Hi all. It seems to be a long time since the last time I posted something in my bloggie.
A brand new year of 2010 which means I grow older.
11 more months I will be 21 years old. Somehow, I don't feel that I want to grow up.
The older we are, the more things we have to achieve and the higher responsibility we have to take.
A lot of thing flashed through my thoughts yesterday.
I have my dreams. I have things that I wanted to do.
Somehow, I lack of that responsibility to fulfill my dreams.
2010, things that no nice be by gone and keep those nice memories.
I feel happy but at the same time unhappy.
Its not that I'm unhappy about my life. I feel moody when I think of my family who are far far away from me.
I miss my family. Recently, I've always dream about them.
Dream of my Aunties and Grandma who provide me shelter and food for about 19 years of my life.
Dream about my Mom who provides me education and entertainment for about 19 years of my life.
Dream about my Dad who always worry about me but always showing me his black face for 19 years of my life.
Dream of my sister and brother of their accompany throughout my life and worry about their future.
It seems like I have a lot of worries in my life. Worry that what will happen when I'm not around.
But I'm still a stubborn girl. I won't express my feelings to them.
I've always keep it for myself.
This time, I will do my best to achieve most things within this year.
My studies, my savings, places that I've wanted to go and others.
2010, I'm looking forward to you.
Today is the 2nd day.
Start from 4th January 2010, I will go for what I want and try to fulfill my dreams and their dreams.
Go for them!! WORK HARD, PLAY HARD!!!
Jiin Jiin
A brand new year of 2010 which means I grow older.
11 more months I will be 21 years old. Somehow, I don't feel that I want to grow up.
The older we are, the more things we have to achieve and the higher responsibility we have to take.
A lot of thing flashed through my thoughts yesterday.
I have my dreams. I have things that I wanted to do.
Somehow, I lack of that responsibility to fulfill my dreams.
2010, things that no nice be by gone and keep those nice memories.
I feel happy but at the same time unhappy.
Its not that I'm unhappy about my life. I feel moody when I think of my family who are far far away from me.
I miss my family. Recently, I've always dream about them.
Dream of my Aunties and Grandma who provide me shelter and food for about 19 years of my life.
Dream about my Mom who provides me education and entertainment for about 19 years of my life.
Dream about my Dad who always worry about me but always showing me his black face for 19 years of my life.
Dream of my sister and brother of their accompany throughout my life and worry about their future.
It seems like I have a lot of worries in my life. Worry that what will happen when I'm not around.
But I'm still a stubborn girl. I won't express my feelings to them.
I've always keep it for myself.
This time, I will do my best to achieve most things within this year.
My studies, my savings, places that I've wanted to go and others.
2010, I'm looking forward to you.
Today is the 2nd day.
Start from 4th January 2010, I will go for what I want and try to fulfill my dreams and their dreams.
Jiin Jiin
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