Tuesday, February 2, 2010
♥ Oh mY!
A lot of things happened recently.
Really a lot. Somehow. Its much more different than last time.
I want it to be bygone but there's words in my mind.
I can't express out all my feelings at once and this makes me feel bad.
Last night, lectured by dear dear. Fine. I listen. I try my very best.
Ever since last 2 weeks, I've been emo for a long time. Almost everyday.
Its not about working life but private life. Ok. Cut it off. Forget it.
I'm sucks in managing my life. I need attention but I can't get attention whenever I want.
I'm not a child anymore but I still act like child. Attention seeker. I hate it.
I'm tired of myself. Tired of all those problems~
I've always wanted to live in my own fairy tales but I know its impossible.
I have to work hard for achievements. I have to work hard!
Buddha oh Buddha.
Inilah takdir ku. Dengan personaliti macam ini, aku tak akan dapat apa yang ku mimpikan selama ini. Aku rasa penat dengan benda yang berlaku selama ini. Apa yang aku boleh buat ialah dengar apa yang dear dear ajar. Walaupun aku ikut cakap dia, aku masih tak boleh mengakui apa yang dia cakap adalah betul. Aku dah nak pengsan ni.
I really need a spa massage~!!
JiinJiin
12:47 PM
