Wednesday, April 21, 2010
♥ Things in my mind
Hmm.. I said before that I will update my blog more often even if nobody is reading but it seems that I can't update regularly. Its not that I'm super busy (I'm busy) to write my blog. Somehow, I feel so lazy of doing anything. Wanting for a super long break. It seems like I'm tired of something?
Yea. Tired of working lor. Especially working with people who treat u as a threat. Feel not comfortable at all. However, I have 2 understanding bosses. That makes me feel better. I'm lazy now. OMG! I don't know what to do now. I didn't help Kelly at all. Feel sorry to her but I'm so tired of doing typing after all the typing given by boss for the last 2 weeks. Everything is only typing and formatting. Sometimes, I feel stress when bosses trusting my work too much. Told Dear Dear this and he says this type of stress is a good stress and proof that I am capable of doing work. Somehow, I feel over stress if anything happens to the documents then I'm the one to be blamed. I know my boss appreciate my work and believe that I can do a good job for him, but I somehow feel stress and I'm always afraid of doing things wrongly. I don't have much confidence in myself because I'm always being doubt by someone who did not trust me ever since I'm young. I'm not a good girl at that time too, so I think that's the reason why people won't believe in me.
A lot of things happened in my life which I've experienced. Happy, sad, disappointed, lost faith, suffer and sorts of feelings but I just won't grow mature (different people different point of view). In some people's eyes, I'm still a kid who doesn't know the world. But I understand that we have to experience all sort of happenings to grow.
Someone said that I'm wicked. I smile wickedly. First time ever heard that in my life. Say I 人小鬼大。I wonder if I am? Coming out to Singapore to work at the age of 19? Consider 人小鬼大? I'm so surprised that I made such decision. I'm really not a good girl. Hmmm..
Recently, saving money to buy stuff to keep myself pretty start from skin supplements. Join Cozycot for more reviews on the items that I'm interested in. Somehow gain more product knowledge upon reading the descriptions and reviews. I'm surprised that Cozycot just have their outlets in Singapore at Orchard Central. I'm really gonna visit to the outlet for more product information and stuff.
Okay. Gonna be busy now.
Jiin Jiin
12:20 PM
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
♥ Another week to pass
Being a lawyer is not easy. Being a Paralegal/Secretary also not that easy. Gotta get everything prepared for lawyers and so much of stress to carry on our shoulder.
It's Tuesday today.
This morning, I nearly can't wake up to work. Never had a good sleep like this. I've set my alarm but don't know why the volume of the ringer is so low where I can't even hear anything. Luckily I can wake up in time before late. This morning is a rush for me. Rush to office, rush to done the documents and can't even finish my lunch 1 shot where I need to go downstairs for commissioning because the lawyer din come up to the office. *Sigh.
Things not going smoothly for today.
Gonna work over time today due to the lousy photocopier machine.
Take 2 hours to complete 1 scan to the EFS pc. Boss sms-ed me to check on the status for the e-filing of the documents but I gave a bad news to him. He asked why didn't we repair the machine earlier. However, the problem is that the documents are too bulky and need time to transfer into PDF format. And it take my whole day even night to complete the whole task given by boss. Commissioner also late due to court session. I feel bad when the things crash like this. No one can be 100% perfect in everything we do.
Wish me luck~
JiinJiin
6:04 PM
Friday, April 2, 2010
♥ Reviving my dead bloggie~
A lot of things happened recently and I don't know where to start off.
I've been working in a new company for nearly 4 months. I like my current bosses and environment of working. Everything went smoothly. Bosses appreciate my good work. I'm proud to myself when I could help out my bosses in some arrears. Happy doing legal researches, drafting court documents and letters. Start to feel that I'm a useful person to my bosses compared to last time.
I start to saving up money for my course fees to be incurred in future where costs about S$5.5k for Paralegal Studies. Opened an eSaver account at Standard Charter and signed up another Prudential Insurance and Savings Plan. Hope everything go smoothly.
The next thing is Congratulations to my Dearx2 for entering Poly this 19th of April 2010 and My bro entering University of Tunku Abdul Rahman coming May for foundation. I feel really happy for both of them. Really proud of them. Muacks!!
I'm planning to buy a lot of stuffs to pamper myself too! Wanna get a new Gucci mini wallet, beauty products and many more! AND a LAPPY for sure!! Planning to get a Mini HP. Planning a lot of good things for myself. Wanna live happily!!
However, I really pissed off about someone.
This person is really a pain in the ass. Make me feel superb unhappy. I really started to feel like everything seems so different right after I see this person's true color. Bad attitude and personality, talk bad about other people, don't like to admit that he/she was wrong, always repeat same mistakes, always claim to be much more experience than other people, try to act young and cute when he/she doesn't look young(middle aged about 40s-50s), always interrupt people when people are busy, always pretend to be busy when he/she's not, pretend to be holy all the time, and pretend to know everything that he/she doesn't know and act smart.
I really hate this type of people. In front of you is like very good and kind but when at your back says "Hell you bitch!" Talk bad about people still pretend to be someone caring in front of you! Just hell off all your pretending. I can see your true color! Try to be nice while you are nasty? Just stop the shit! I really don't know when am I going to berserk because of U! Stab me in front of someone important? Be careful your backside then! Sooner or later if I cannot stand it anymore I will just light your backside and make you pain!
End of my stories!
Will try to be active and update more.
Loves,
Jiin Jiin
5:08 PM
