Tuesday, August 24, 2010
♥ Fucked up life? I want a wonderful life!
My life isn't doing great recently.
Changing work place, use a lot of money, and stuff.
I used a lot of money these 2 months.
I didn't even really saved some money to further my studies.
There's a lot of things that I cannot say out bluntly in my blog.
I keeping secrets within me. I can't share what I'm thinking.
Even if I shared, they wouldn't understand.
I don't know what can I do. I feel lost.
I have so many things to do or need to do or wanted to do!
Plans that need to be fulfill.
Back at KL home, family relationship also not good. I thought mom and dad finally getting better with each other but it seems nothing much to repair and it only worsen. Relationship between sister, brother with dad also not good as usual and worsen.
Only my relationship with them remains.
I don't know what can I say here.
Changing work place, use a lot of money, and stuff.
I used a lot of money these 2 months.
I didn't even really saved some money to further my studies.
There's a lot of things that I cannot say out bluntly in my blog.
I keeping secrets within me. I can't share what I'm thinking.
Even if I shared, they wouldn't understand.
I don't know what can I do. I feel lost.
I have so many things to do or need to do or wanted to do!
Plans that need to be fulfill.
Back at KL home, family relationship also not good. I thought mom and dad finally getting better with each other but it seems nothing much to repair and it only worsen. Relationship between sister, brother with dad also not good as usual and worsen.
Only my relationship with them remains.
I don't know what can I say here.
1:15 PM
