Wednesday, July 27, 2011
♥ How to say?
Not doing good recently. Feel restless. Always got offended. Mind stucked up for some time. I really don't know what to say about my life. I feel sad yet looking forward for good things that will only happen only once in a blue moon. Can I really say out what I am unhappy about? Man can really never be trusted for some reason. I won't trust a man easily. Ever since I find out that no matter how much trust and honesty you put on a man, it will not assure you won't get hurt. I got hurt. Yet, I'm the one who going to mend my own wounds. I believe that I am actually lying to myself most of the time, trying to convince myself and put in trust and honesty in a man. Seriously, I'm really tired. If I am single, will it be better? What if I feel lonely? Will there be anyone to keep me accompany? I don't really want to be a woman who needs a man. What if I really need a shoulder to lean on during my bad days? I have not much friends left thou. So, who will be there while I'm far from my family and KL friends? Who will then take care of me when I am sick? Kind of disappointed in life.
9:59 AM
