Monday, October 26, 2009
♥ The most luxurious day I've ever had for past 19 years
Monday, back to working days where it is the most boring day of the week.
I really had a wonderful weekends with Dear dear who loves me a lot.
Last Friday, Dear's parents went to China for holidays.
Left the 2 of us at home and to take care of the house.
Saturday went to Orchard. Dear Dear drive :) but somehow will feel uncomfortable.
We went to Jiwon @ Wheelock first to cut our hair. That already cost us $65 for 2 person.
Next Dear Dear brought me to DFS Burberry to see bags for my birthday.
We went there and I saw a new collection of Burberry bags which is just launched not long ago.
This is the 1st time I see something I like so much. After that we went to ION to compare.
If buy at ION is only for 1st 50 customers to get the parking fees rebate while DFS they got Dining vouchers $50 at Goodwood Park Hotel.
We went to DFS and Dear Dear bought the bag for my birthday.
My first branded bag~!!!! I'm so happy.
However, Dear Dear kept it with him and say I will not see or touch the bag until my birthday
LOL... I only can see the picture of the bag... Here it is~
New collection~ Just launch not long ago. And I like the key chain. Very nice and simple.
That already cost my Dear Dear $895~ 5 months within 1 day.
I think he will feel heartache but I will DO MY BEST to give him what he want for his birthday, Christmas, valentine and etc~Since I will be moving on for my future in Singapore.
Later then we receive the voucher and plan to go for dinner at Goodwood Park Hotel directly.
We went to take the car and the parking fees is God Damn expensive!! There goes another $10.
Back to dinner topic~ Our dinner is really something!!
Taiwanese Porridge Buffet~!! Its the 1st time I had and the 1st time at such high class place~
Nice food served but its really expensive~ It costs us $77.70 (dinner for 2). We thought of using the voucher given but then we forgotten to check the terms and condition and then, the bad news is we cannot use the voucher and we have to pay since the voucher is only for Ala-carte orders.
After the meals we head back home because we are poor after our luxurious day. In total, we spent $1k but of course Dear Dear spent the most compared to me~
Here are a few of my pictures after the hair cut and pictures of me and my Dear...
Jiin Jiin
I really had a wonderful weekends with Dear dear who loves me a lot.
Last Friday, Dear's parents went to China for holidays.
Left the 2 of us at home and to take care of the house.
Saturday went to Orchard. Dear Dear drive :) but somehow will feel uncomfortable.
We went to Jiwon @ Wheelock first to cut our hair. That already cost us $65 for 2 person.
Next Dear Dear brought me to DFS Burberry to see bags for my birthday.
We went there and I saw a new collection of Burberry bags which is just launched not long ago.
This is the 1st time I see something I like so much. After that we went to ION to compare.
If buy at ION is only for 1st 50 customers to get the parking fees rebate while DFS they got Dining vouchers $50 at Goodwood Park Hotel.
We went to DFS and Dear Dear bought the bag for my birthday.
My first branded bag~!!!! I'm so happy.
However, Dear Dear kept it with him and say I will not see or touch the bag until my birthday
LOL... I only can see the picture of the bag... Here it is~
New collection~ Just launch not long ago. And I like the key chain. Very nice and simple.That already cost my Dear Dear $895~ 5 months within 1 day.
I think he will feel heartache but I will DO MY BEST to give him what he want for his birthday, Christmas, valentine and etc~Since I will be moving on for my future in Singapore.
Later then we receive the voucher and plan to go for dinner at Goodwood Park Hotel directly.
We went to take the car and the parking fees is God Damn expensive!! There goes another $10.
Back to dinner topic~ Our dinner is really something!!
Taiwanese Porridge Buffet~!! Its the 1st time I had and the 1st time at such high class place~
Nice food served but its really expensive~ It costs us $77.70 (dinner for 2). We thought of using the voucher given but then we forgotten to check the terms and condition and then, the bad news is we cannot use the voucher and we have to pay since the voucher is only for Ala-carte orders.
After the meals we head back home because we are poor after our luxurious day. In total, we spent $1k but of course Dear Dear spent the most compared to me~
Here are a few of my pictures after the hair cut and pictures of me and my Dear...
Jiin Jiin
1:54 PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
♥ Blamed
I'm feeling really bad now...
I wanna cry out loud.. I really tired of everything..
I'm the one to be blamed..
I'm the one who cause his losing his friends and stuffs..
I'm the one making him poor..
I'm the one making him feel so lifeless...
Why do I exist in this world since I feel that I'm so extra no matter what.
My heart really pain.
I had enough of this.
I wanna run away!
Anyway to change my miserable life to a better life?
Or just exterminate me from the world will do.
It seems like my existence only makes people suffer..
I can take pain no more.
Is this place really not suitable for me at all?
Why I still can't jump out from the box from last time?
I'm really useless..
I only know how to ruin things in people's life.
Like today, I'm the one to be blamed.
To make a birthday girl upset.
If I do not exist in the first place, no one will upset.
I thought tonight will be an enjoyable night but it ends up differently..
It makes all people around me sad.
I used 1 hour to make up and stuffs so that I can enjoy my night happily.
It didn't last. By the time I reached Cine, I started to feel bad.
We end up never eat dinner. We end up going home separately.
I end up blogging here and just can't stop crying while he ran to her to borrow a listening ears.
Where is my listening ears then?
Told Andrea the incident but I still not feeling good.
The moment they went off for their own dinner and we stayed behind.
I feel like I ruined everything.
He actually planned to take care of my boredom and loneliness for the day but end up nothing.
It didn't help but ruined everything.
I it really my fault? I really don't have friends in Singapore.
Who can I rely to?
JiinJiin
I wanna cry out loud.. I really tired of everything..
I'm the one to be blamed..
I'm the one who cause his losing his friends and stuffs..
I'm the one making him poor..
I'm the one making him feel so lifeless...
Why do I exist in this world since I feel that I'm so extra no matter what.
My heart really pain.
I had enough of this.
I wanna run away!
Anyway to change my miserable life to a better life?
Or just exterminate me from the world will do.
It seems like my existence only makes people suffer..
I can take pain no more.
Is this place really not suitable for me at all?
Why I still can't jump out from the box from last time?
I'm really useless..
I only know how to ruin things in people's life.
Like today, I'm the one to be blamed.
To make a birthday girl upset.
If I do not exist in the first place, no one will upset.
I thought tonight will be an enjoyable night but it ends up differently..
It makes all people around me sad.
I used 1 hour to make up and stuffs so that I can enjoy my night happily.
It didn't last. By the time I reached Cine, I started to feel bad.
We end up never eat dinner. We end up going home separately.
I end up blogging here and just can't stop crying while he ran to her to borrow a listening ears.
Where is my listening ears then?
Told Andrea the incident but I still not feeling good.
The moment they went off for their own dinner and we stayed behind.
I feel like I ruined everything.
He actually planned to take care of my boredom and loneliness for the day but end up nothing.
It didn't help but ruined everything.
I it really my fault? I really don't have friends in Singapore.
Who can I rely to?
JiinJiin
8:59 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
♥ I'm Blank
I really don't know what am I thinking right now..
A lot of things just crossed my mind but then I just dunno what it is for now.
I'm totally blank...
I feel that I'm leading myself to Otaku life.
I have less friends to be by my side now and somehow feel really empty.
Everyday manga, anime, and Facebook.
Thats all I have for my day without friends to go out with.
As always, friends are important to me but all my friends is no longer available for me.
Currently, the person who lend me her listening ears is Nurul, my new colleague.
Even I do meet new friend in Singapore but its just not the same as in Malaysia.
Maybe you will ask me whether do I regret of coming to Singapore alone without friends and family to support me.
My answer will still be the same.
I'm the one who decide to come here.
Regret or not is not an issue for me but I wonder why I have such miserable feelings.
I'm writing my bloggie with tears now but I don't know the reason of crying.
I just feel tired in the bottom of my heart.
I'm really tired.
I wanted to borrow someone's shoulder for me to cry and rely for some moment.
Who will be there for me?
Recently really can't contact Kit Mun... I'm worried about her..
I wanted to sleep for a long long time.
Don't want to wake up for few years.
Wanted every things in my life to be good and happy.
Wanted every moment I live memorable and happy.
As always, I feel really tired.
Tired of all the craps...
Disappointed.
I'm talking crap right now.
Fuck up life.
I wanted to run away from reality.
I hate reality!! I hate you!!
I can;t stop crying till now. Its feel like crying for no reason.
No one be there for me.
No one is willing to give me a warm hug at this moment.
Yea, I'm a weirdie. What can you do to me?
I'm insane. I'm stupid. And that is the way I am.
Even if I tried to change myself is still no use.
I am who I am.
A blank minded person with such miserable life.
I wanted to run out from the house now but I have nowhere to go.
Running away have to use money and I don't wanna waste that kind of money as I wanted to keep money to further my studies here.
However, I still didn't manage to save most of my money.
I end up doing nothing at last.
The feeling of hating myself comes back to me.
I've thrown it away for a very long time but now it came back for me.
Knn!@#$%^&*F*ck!! Cb!! Sh*t!! Damn@#$! B*tch.
Really wanna shout the fuck out of my lungs~!!!!
I'm really out of my mind~
I can't hide the hatred of myself..
JiinJiin
A lot of things just crossed my mind but then I just dunno what it is for now.
I'm totally blank...
I feel that I'm leading myself to Otaku life.
I have less friends to be by my side now and somehow feel really empty.
Everyday manga, anime, and Facebook.
Thats all I have for my day without friends to go out with.
As always, friends are important to me but all my friends is no longer available for me.
Currently, the person who lend me her listening ears is Nurul, my new colleague.
Even I do meet new friend in Singapore but its just not the same as in Malaysia.
Maybe you will ask me whether do I regret of coming to Singapore alone without friends and family to support me.
My answer will still be the same.
I'm the one who decide to come here.
Regret or not is not an issue for me but I wonder why I have such miserable feelings.
I'm writing my bloggie with tears now but I don't know the reason of crying.
I just feel tired in the bottom of my heart.
I'm really tired.
I wanted to borrow someone's shoulder for me to cry and rely for some moment.
Who will be there for me?
Recently really can't contact Kit Mun... I'm worried about her..
I wanted to sleep for a long long time.
Don't want to wake up for few years.
Wanted every things in my life to be good and happy.
Wanted every moment I live memorable and happy.
As always, I feel really tired.
Tired of all the craps...
Disappointed.
I'm talking crap right now.
Fuck up life.
I wanted to run away from reality.
I hate reality!! I hate you!!
I can;t stop crying till now. Its feel like crying for no reason.
No one be there for me.
No one is willing to give me a warm hug at this moment.
Yea, I'm a weirdie. What can you do to me?
I'm insane. I'm stupid. And that is the way I am.
Even if I tried to change myself is still no use.
I am who I am.
A blank minded person with such miserable life.
I wanted to run out from the house now but I have nowhere to go.
Running away have to use money and I don't wanna waste that kind of money as I wanted to keep money to further my studies here.
However, I still didn't manage to save most of my money.
I end up doing nothing at last.
The feeling of hating myself comes back to me.
I've thrown it away for a very long time but now it came back for me.
Knn!@#$%^&*F*ck!! Cb!! Sh*t!! Damn@#$! B*tch.
Really wanna shout the fuck out of my lungs~!!!!
I'm really out of my mind~
I can't hide the hatred of myself..
JiinJiin
8:50 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
♥ My Friday
Oh gosh..
Its finally Friday (TGIF).
I actually found that my bloggie really really boring without pics (Paiseh, lazy upload).
Ok. This morning overslept in the bus AGAIN and missed 1 stop then die die walk back to office for about 10 min.
Yesterday worst and its not my good day (Paiseh, forgotten mention in last night's post).
Yesterday overslept till I reach Queenstown then only I quickly run back to office and I late for about 10 min. Was wearing black while walking under the 9 a.m. sun. (HOT!)
Back to today, might be a good day at work because OM is on leave and boss will be out till lunch time. But I still have a bunch of works to do and to check those files if there is anything urgent to update/follow up.
My job really become tough compare to last time.
Handling a lot of files and sometimes even have to update boss's diary.
1 more day is Xiao Bai farewell. He will go to his new home at Hillview Heights.
His new owner will be a 21 year old, Indonesian-chinese girl.
From our conversation, I found that she is a nice girl and an animal-lover.
I hope Xiao Bai will happy to be with her.
Baby this few days look kinda moody. Maybe because she know that I'm going to separate her with her kits. Every time I open her cage's door, she won't come out. Until a while when she come out, she will go directly to the kit's cage and sit side by side with them even she is outside the cage.
Xiao Bai and Hei Hei getting fatter compare than last time.
Fei Fei also getting fat but still not as fat as Xiao Bai and Hei Hei.
These choosy little kits only choose to eat Alfalfa pallets.
They will left the Timothy pallets aside. Naughty.
I afraid that when we send Xiao Bai to his new home, dear dear and me will cry.
However, since I become friend with Xiao Bai new owner, Eliz, we still can see the updates of Xiao Bai's pictures and progress.
Ok. Its time to work now.
Buzz....
'._.-'*<>
Jiin Jiin
Its finally Friday (TGIF).
I actually found that my bloggie really really boring without pics (Paiseh, lazy upload).
Ok. This morning overslept in the bus AGAIN and missed 1 stop then die die walk back to office for about 10 min.
Yesterday worst and its not my good day (Paiseh, forgotten mention in last night's post).
Yesterday overslept till I reach Queenstown then only I quickly run back to office and I late for about 10 min. Was wearing black while walking under the 9 a.m. sun. (HOT!)
Back to today, might be a good day at work because OM is on leave and boss will be out till lunch time. But I still have a bunch of works to do and to check those files if there is anything urgent to update/follow up.
My job really become tough compare to last time.
Handling a lot of files and sometimes even have to update boss's diary.
1 more day is Xiao Bai farewell. He will go to his new home at Hillview Heights.
His new owner will be a 21 year old, Indonesian-chinese girl.
From our conversation, I found that she is a nice girl and an animal-lover.
I hope Xiao Bai will happy to be with her.
Baby this few days look kinda moody. Maybe because she know that I'm going to separate her with her kits. Every time I open her cage's door, she won't come out. Until a while when she come out, she will go directly to the kit's cage and sit side by side with them even she is outside the cage.
Xiao Bai and Hei Hei getting fatter compare than last time.
Fei Fei also getting fat but still not as fat as Xiao Bai and Hei Hei.
These choosy little kits only choose to eat Alfalfa pallets.
They will left the Timothy pallets aside. Naughty.
I afraid that when we send Xiao Bai to his new home, dear dear and me will cry.
However, since I become friend with Xiao Bai new owner, Eliz, we still can see the updates of Xiao Bai's pictures and progress.
Ok. Its time to work now.
Buzz....
'._.-'*<>
Jiin Jiin
9:19 AM
